My Life

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)

The Lone

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Friends come and go...
Enemies come and stay...
Began the journey withstanding the test of time down the road alone.
Different times and periods pass,
The pre-schooling years,
The six years of primary school,
or even the yet to end 4 years of secondary school,
In the end, I am still one on my own...
While time passes by,
Every second, Tick-Tock,
Disappearing like maple leaves during autumn.
Tell me whyyyy...
Cant it stop just like this with a press of a button?
Cant i just ask for another hour?
Cant everyone treat me equally like they do and not dissociate me just because im bigger, taller and physically maturing faster? Cant i join up with the bigger groups and play games like all the others to relish in childhood memories?
I've had it with this body!

The Lone

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Hate...

It is a foul misdirected energy.

A strong aversion coupled with desire that evil should befall the person toward whom the feeling is directed; as exercised toward things, intense dislike; hatred; detestation

One should not use the word hate at a moment of impulse at the sparkling moment in a situation that lights an ever-lasting fire that burn within the heart constantly fueled by multiple emotions that keep the flames of anger burning...

Hate...

A destructive force capable of releasing full-felt emotions and feelings into ways of the carnage also known as venting stress and anger. the power to make yourself stronger physically yet weaker mentally.

One word able to push a lovestruck man, with his fragile heart hurt over and over again, over his limits and releasing utmost pain and despair

Sit down in a corner of my room and cry for nobody shall know, no one knows my pain...

Labels: Feelings

The Lone

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Dear Diary,

Today was totally horrible. I tore my hamstrings accidentally while kicking the ball in class. And you know what??! I was immobile like crippled for 4 hours before trying to take a hike. By then most of the stores had already closed and i had no where to spend my coupons. Worse thing, was that Somebody stole the four bottles of carbonated drink i had left at the stall. Now i'm so pathetic, limping slowly to get around basic movements like sitting down and standing up is a pain, a torture. Every step i take, my leg feels like it is being ripped apart, and i feel very miserable. Apologies to Chun Wei, Ding Zhou, Chen Yang and others who i had invited to go watch Despicable Me.I am a BURDEN...

The Lone

Friday, July 16, 2010

(DUE TO A COMPLAIN, THE FIRST POST HAS BEEN REMOVED)

*ACCORDING TO YOUR WISHES

The Lone